Bryan Is A Social Recluse

OMG.

I woke up at 4 a.m today and Ive been on the Internet since then. Its now 2.45 p.m. I have updated every single account I have in the IT world ranging from my Facebook to my Youtube account. Ahahahahaha !! Ive even given a whole new look to my dearest blog :) Doncha wish ur blog was hot like mine? ( Stop it Bryan, seriously).

An update on my quest to stop smoking.

I might have cheated on the quest when I smoked almost half a pack the other day. Well, its all about taking baby steps people :) No worries, Ive finally threw my pack of ciggies into the longkang besar in front of my house. I almost cried when I felt the the box flew out of my hand. ( Im not exxagerating, you whore :P ). Dush..!! It went floating merrily in the longkang besar. I have a confession to make. After a few hours, the urge to inhale nicotine took over my frail body. I even wanted to get in to the longkang besar to retrieve my pack of ciggies. It was still there, stagnant amidst the berudus in the longkang. Then, a voice told me not to take it because I cant let 14 little nicotine sticks control the very being of my life. So, I went back in the house and watched Oprah instead :) FYI, Ive been nicotine free for 4 days now. Hooray B :)

Pressure of being thin.

I weigh myself yesterday and what I saw did not amused me one tiny bit. I was ? kg. Occay, now I really have to up my ante here because I do not comprehend the equation of me being overweight. I eat less, I exercise so where the hell did those calories come from? Its hard when you try so hard to be perfect huh? Well, at least the PERFECTION that I associate PERFECT with.

What Im listening to.

Rihanna - Russian Roulette

Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

Leona Lewis - Happy

All 3 songs has been on repeat since 4 a.m. Yes, I am retarded.

Lotsa shitties,

Bryan :)