I think there is something really wrong with me. I have been really worried about my weight for the past couple of weeks. Every time I ate, a sense of guilt overwhelms me and I head to the toilet with a toothbrush in my hand.
Yes, I admit it, I'm bulimic and it has been going on since my third semester started. I would shove the toothbrush down my throat and vomit everything I had eaten. I would not feel satisfied until the now partially digested food was in the toilet bowl.
I don't want to get fat..Further encouraging me to throw up is when people started complimenting me on my weight loss and I strive even more to be thinner.
I try to eat healthily and have smaller portion these days but still an intense fear of gaining weight engulfs my very fragile soul so I head to the toilet again.....
Yes, I admit it, I'm bulimic and it has been going on since my third semester started. I would shove the toothbrush down my throat and vomit everything I had eaten. I would not feel satisfied until the now partially digested food was in the toilet bowl.
I don't want to get fat..Further encouraging me to throw up is when people started complimenting me on my weight loss and I strive even more to be thinner.
I try to eat healthily and have smaller portion these days but still an intense fear of gaining weight engulfs my very fragile soul so I head to the toilet again.....
